25 Jan 2008

Mystique..!


I'm a phenomenon, an unresolved mystery,
Epitome of beauty with dazzling features,
Having immense grace with glorious roles,
Greatest male fantasy, an ultimate pleasure,
Yet, no one succeeded to explore me fully!

I'm love, I'm romance, I'm passion,
I'm the provider and the caretaker,
I'm the strength and weakness of living kind,
I'm the embodiment of patience and sacrifice,
Yet, no one recognizes the virtues in me fully!

I can seduce as a mistress when in lust,
And can defy male ego when in need,
I can be wild as a vampire when provoked,
Ablaze anything with my inner fire when furious,
Yet, no one accepts the powers in me fully!

Alas...
I'm the most underestimated being on earth,
Who balances the mere existence of world,
Who always lives among us in various names.
As a mother, wife, sister, daughter and friend,
Yet, she gets exploited every where,every seconds !

17 Jan 2008

Let Few...!

Let few dangling words be unsaid
Let them remain unspoken
For if all is said what will remain?..
Let few painful feelings be unexpressed
Let then remain in the heart
For if all is expressed what will remain?..
Let few bitter tears be unshed
Let then remain in the eyes..
For if all is shed what will remain?..
Let few awesome mysteries be unrevealed..
Let them remain in our lives..
For if all is revealed what will remain?..

Mirage...!

I wish, if I could sleep..
Alas, mind refuses to retire.
Memories swim in the labyrinth
suffocating peace to breathe through.
However evoking soul to wish for a dream.
I wish, if I could dream.. 
and immerse self to feel eternal
for eyes ready to lent to have a glimpse 
of a virtual world, so incredible to be true. 
Though, it could be an illusion of gleam.
I wish, if I could reborn.. 
in that world of endless smiles
with no traces of fears and tears
to savour each moments forever anew
until let gazes to believe in the cream.
I wish, if I could die.. 
and never wake up from deep slumber 
by freezing dream in that moment of bliss
so the soul can possess this piece of hue
and start its voyage to a divine realm.
I wished, if my dreams were real..
Despite knowing it is a sheer mirage..!

Envisage..!

Let me wear fragrance of classy,
Refreshing smile of spring,
By undressing my gloomy outfits,
Of lingering wet memories..!

Let me relish ambience of privacy,
Silently whispering my thoughts.
Cascading waves of emotions,
Lashing on my heart shores..!

Let me emblazon my true fancy,
On the lap of blushing twilight.
Winking eyes of twinkling stars,
Teasing my secret desires..!

Let me disguise my crazy delicacy,
In the enigmatic depth of night,
The luscious haunting silence,
Revealing my discreet pleasures..!

Let me invade freely in the galaxy,
Of vast cloudless imaginations..
And let me dissolve wholly in the,
Pleasing 'Envisage' forever..!!

Smiles Tears Away...!

Days were sly,
Life gone blase,
Soul craved for joy,
Why, smiles part to tears?...

Heart beat fast,
Days sighed bad,
Pain deep frost,
Silence weeped aloud,

'Will' gave a try,
Felt for a rise,
Hopes were high,
Need fall on its gear.

Eyes touched its gleam,
Smiles denied to fade.
Moments were bliss,
Tears never shed.

Trials couldn't last,
When heart stood bold,
Nothing mattered much,
For Smiles Tears Away !..

Aarya, 'My Angel'...!

When I sit here idle gazing nothing..
My world turns dull..days look grey..
Leave some memories awaken,
To bring moisture in my eyes,
And cloud my happiness..!

When something is amiss..
A quick ride to the past,
Reach me to another world,
Where I find myself alive,
Which justifies my existence..!

The sweet remembrance,
Rejuvenates all the while,
As a soothing summer breeze,
Which comforts my heavy heart,
And clears the mist in my glance..!

The unfathomable tender love and,
The precious precence of a tiny soul,
Who returns all my lost smiles,
By wiping droplets of melancholy,
And complete my life's emptiness..!

My world blossoms every moment,
With every thought of my Angel,
Who paint my lifeless days with,
Undescribable colours of emotion,
And renovates with enormous joys..!!!

Sometimes...Perhaps...!

Sometimes...Why I feel glad, amidst the sorrows?
Perhaps...
I search my smiles in my tears.

Sometimes...Why I feel blessed, amidst the trials?
Perhaps...
I feel the touch of Almighty in my fears.

Sometimes...Why I feel loved, amidst the hurt?
Perhaps...
I trust all my relationships are forever.

Sometimes...Why I feel good, amidst the losses?
Perhaps...
I learn, often bad times makes one stronger.

Sometimes...Why I feel alone, amidst the crowd?
Perhaps....
I find my soul in my loneliness.

Sometimes...Why I feel secure, amidst the uncertainty?
Perhaps..
I believe the power of hope, in my helplessness.

Sometimes...Why I feel peace, amidst the emptiness?
Perhaps...
I understand the value of contentment in a life.

Sometimes I wonder..
Why Life is so PRECIOUS, amidst the bitterness?
Perhaps...I understand..
'Life is Mysterious yet Beautiful' at the end !..

I Remember...!

I remember...
The day you invited me into your life,
I found self reigning there in your palace of heart,
Your love spreads fragrance of rare sweetness in me,
World around me unfolds into a wishful life, suddenly..

I remember...
The day We dreamt together, first time,
I found a paradise you made solely for your love,
Life nurtured by love and nourished with sensitivity,
Built few castles of an everlasting relation, secretly..

I remember...
The day we competed with each other to love more,
I found our days and moments floats in full of ecstasy,
Lived life to the fullest within a short period,
Felt life can be so beautiful and worth full, really !...

I remember...
The day your priority started to change,
I found my hopes and desires slipped between my fingers,
Dazzled to see the sudden changes occurred in you,
Prayed for the fulfillment of dreams once cherished, dearly!..

I remember...
The day I was duped well by your false promises,
I found rubbles of castles and paradise all over me,
Gazed the ugly side of beautiful visions, you showed once,
Hurt the way you exploited the whole situation, harshly !...

I remember...
The day you walked away with ease steps,
I found my love smashed beneath your both feet,
All emotions frozen..tears dried..before it shed,
Heart felt numb than winced and drained, truly !...

I remember...
The day I met a stranger in the mirror,
I found a way to lift me up from the ditch dumped, long ago,
Erased all hurt feelings once you placed in my heart,
Learnt, life is too precious than to let it destroy, slowly !...

The Solitude...!

I am just wondering..
what is happening ?..
Oh! 'A UNION' is budding,
The embrace is surprising !..

It's presence is amazing,
I can feel it deepening.
It's silence is soothing,
I can hear it whispering.

It's caress is alluring,
I can sense it seducing.
It's touch is so caring,
I can share my feeling.

It's serenity is enduring,
I can merge my being.
It's peace is enriching,
I can cleanse my thinking.

This 'BOND' is a blessing,
I'm enjoying its blending,
Slowly, I am realizing,
'SOLITUDE' is mesmerizing !!...

Moments..!

Walking along side a beach,
Having caress of sea breeze,
Thoughts fly across miles,
Making ripples in the mind..

Spraying waves spreads,
To touch her pearls of rain,
As if, sea is the only one,
Who could comfort her pain...

As waves has no end...so was her pain...

Her stare to the horizon,
As if, owes an answer in return...
Would there be any sunrises,
In the horizon of her life...?

Days Pass....Life Goes...!

Days give birth for events...
..to smile and cry,
Moments take birth..
..and die the very moment.
But the essence...
..which carries through life, forever...!

Love gives birth for...
..emotions and sacrifices.
Life's depthness lies in..
..togetherness & commitment.
But negligence in relationships..
..claim lives, forever...!

Death gives way for salvation...
..from all pains and tribulations.
Sweet memories replace...
..the emptiness of the lost one.,
But death, which leaves it's scar...
..remains in the heart, forever...!!

Nothing Lasts Forever..!

Once I was dusting my book of life,
I happened to see a beautiful page,
It was lying untouched for so long,
Not getting attention of any sort.

An urge arouse to go through it fast,
As if to feel it all, again and again,
It revived me of each bits once more,
It generated ample of refreshment.

Unique & splendour was that 'Relation',
Memories, yet deep and vast like ocean.,
Those days possess spring of all seasons,
It is a precious mine of best memories..

The way I was turning back the pages,
I wished I could just rewind my ages,
Just to reach there to get back those era,
To fill my empty days to feel alive...

..which has already lost its essence,
Slowly and fully by the hands of time.
Sometimes why it is so hard..
To absorb the bitter reality that...
....'Nothing Lasts Forever'.....!!

11 Jan 2008

Sleepless Nights..!

Buried past awake in the midnights,
For haunting the mind as a vampire.
Tired eyes wait for sleep, in anxious
At the threshold of dawns, helplessly...

Hours literally creep into dead thoughts,
Time struggles to be free from standstill.
Sobbing over ineffable emotions in vain,
Failed to give shape for words, wholly...

Desires blown off by the wind of destiny,
Dear dreams lost the colour by its impact.
Life turned ups and down within a blink,
Left few ashes of past memories, only!!....